Allow Me to Re-Introduce Myself

My name is Koncious Kaos. Koncious Kaos represents the beautiful struggle that I battle and face everyday within myself, sorry if you thought it was something deeper. I look at a lot of blogs and can appreciate the amount of black, gay bloggers on here, ranging from lawyers, professional journalists, and students,working on there second Masters. I am just a normal dude, living life. I work at a grocery store as a cashier and I hold a B.A in Media Communications. My ultimate dream is to move to New York and work for HBO.

I have a bad habit of comparing my blog to the blogs of people I admire. I have been blogging since late August and one thing that blogging has taught me, is that I am not as good of a writer that I thought I was. In college I could type a term paper, essay, or report at the last minute and still somehow manage at least a B. I learned that writing about my feelings and life is harder than writing a 20-page term paper on the Regulation of Gene Expression via Activation of Neuronal Nicotinic Acetylcholine Receptors.

I am not a big fan of politics, I don’t read literary novels, I’m not a gay activist, I don’t write poems, and I thought Brandy’s last album Afrodisiac was superlative. So all I am left with is myself, my life, my struggles, my Koncious Kaos.