Live It Up

Music: I Just Died by Amerie

I haven't been posting as much on here lately, not that I ever posted everyday anyway, but I just feel like I have nothing to say, nothing to write about, no experiences to share, and I think this is due to the fact that I'm not really living. I'm here but I'm not. I'm alive, but I'm dead. Life is suppose to be this big adventure that's unpredictable and exciting, but that really doesn't seem to be the case for me. Everyday feels routine to me, to the point where I feel like I am stuck in the movie Groundhog's Day. There is so much I want to experience and so little that I have experienced. I know its time for a change and the only way anything is going to change is if I make the effort. How can a person be so smart (me) but yet so slow in the simple things in life. For example, I still don't have my driver's license and as a matter of fact, I just got my permit renewed the other day. All I know is that I am sick of riding the bus and depending on other people to take me here and there.

Today is the first day in awhile, that I have felt happy, because I finally have some sort of plan to follow for my life. By the end of the year I plan on having my driver's license, a car, a new job, and my very first apartment. Also I plan on enrolling into grad school for the fall 2007 semester. I don't have everything completely worked out and I would actually like to go to grad school out of state, but I guess this is a start. Wish me luck.